HOW ABOUT?

Lately her brain has been going on and on, on overdrive.
She wants it to stop, but she just can't, its like it has a mind of its own.
HAH.
A mind having a mind of its own.

so.
these few days would be pretty surreal.
packed with so much that its nothing much really.

And she'll be venturing out after living the life of a semi hermit for 3 days.

INTOXICATED

Who are the five people i will meet in heaven?
I'm too drugged to even think.

PROJECT QUARANTINE

Seriously, this sucks.
Tossing and turning between a state of drowsiness and sleeplessness.
Having wonky taste buds.
Popping numerous pills regularly round that day.
Feeling so drugged.
Yuck.

BUMMER

Today could be summed up in 4 words.
Television, tissue paper, waste paper basket and loads of medicine.
It totally sucked.
But i guess, thank goodness i had the TV and the house to myself for the greater part of the day.
And right now, i'm totally hooked to the style network!
You can learn so much from that show!
It is so practical!

Apart from that, my family is totally shunning me! ):
My sister was toying with the idea of throwing me out of the room.
I'M GOING TO BE ROOMLESS!
Its like a semi quarantine.
Damn that swine flu.

PROMISES

Promises are meant to be broken.

Whoever that came up with that phrase is a dufus. Yet they happen all the time. Maybe someone had to say it out loud so people could break promises and not be disturbed by their own jiminy cricket. I bet everyone has definitely broken a promise or two however right now i'm going to make 2 promises i do not intend to break.

The first promise:
Is made to you. The promise that we shall stick to it and make sure that we accomplish it together. No matter how trying or tiring, we are going to do this. We need it cause we know that only with that would we be able to move a notch up the Jungian tree of self actualization. Its something only we can accomplish on our own ( unless we have pot loads of gold which we don't) and we are going to do it. This is the promise i give to you today.

The second promise:
Is to blog every single day till the day i start work for real. It might not make sense, it might be just a random thougt, but i've realised i need to document these last few days of my freedom. The last few days before i turn into an office job holding freak. Who is not able to do whatever they want, whenever they want to. I would like to visit this some years (maybe) down the road and see the crapload of fun and mindboggling things i used to fill my days with, the amount of time i waste or the thoughts that used to run through my mind.

On friday, i bumped into you, and you said, " exams have only ended for 3 days and i have nothing to do, so i decided to come back to school." And i was boggled.

He only ended 3 days ago and he was lost. I ended 5 days before him and i still have so many things to check off my imaginary list. How can one not have things to do? Wasting time doing nothing, which technically is doing something, is such a luxury! I love wasting time doing nothing, but i just usually don't have that time. Its zipping here and there, going somewhere out there.

It stuns me when people say they are bored after exams. HELLO, how can that be possible? You want something to do? Go talk to a tree, then monitor its growth. It could lead to a scientific discovery, YOU NEVER KNOW. Or pick up something, like sewing, or playing the guitar, or ballet or anything!

After-exams is a time period i'm really going to miss now that i won't have that luxury anymooorree. Sighh.

Nate: And i asked you why do you like watching movies you have already seen?
Nate: And remember what you said?
Blair: I like knowing how things are going to turn out.
Nate: Exactly.

Rufus: How did antique shopping lead to shoe shopping?
Lily: Oh my darling, all shopping always leads to shoe shopping.

-and thats the reason i olve gossip girl.