Saturday, October 31, 2009

FINAL FAREWELL


All hail the king of pop. I think, and it has been repeated a thousand times over, that his death was his ultimate publicity. Not only for him but for the whole Jackson family. However last night, after watching the This Is It movie, i know why thousands, maybe even millions were aghast and saddened when he died. The world had indeed lost a genius, a musical genius. He may not have composed concertos, or wrote symphonies but what he contributed to the music industry was as profound as the former. I would definitely deem him as THE ultimate performer, always wanting to push the boundaries of everything imaginable. His concert, if it did happen would definitely not have been a let down. Despite ridden with many illnesses and being very weak, he could still move like he did at his peak. He was as fluid, vibrant and spontaneous as ever. His need for perfection was also what made everything sparkle. There were no slip ups, and one could tell that everyone was definitely pushed to their limit. I have absolutely no regrets in watching the movie, even the audience was really spontaneous! Cheering when a particular song was good, clapping after every single song, it was a very different movie experience.








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Now i know why i dread going to work. Firstly cause its just so damn freaking cold. Second cause i have to speak in chinese more than 50 % of the time. Third cause i'm a lone fox who works alone so it can get quite lonely. Fourth cause i have to work on weekends. I do get weekdays off but its just not the same, it just doesn't really feel like a break, maybe cause i am just too used to the concept of having a break on the weekend.  Fifth cause time passes really really extremely slowly, like EXTREMELY SLOWLY. I definitely won't quit, cause the ultimate prize is too good to pass up, but i don't think i'll enjoy it much! If i could make one request it'd just be to work with someone else.


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What about sunrise?
What about rain?
What about all the things,
That you said we were to gain...
What about killings fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said were yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The cry earth the weeping shores?





Friday, October 30, 2009

CRAPBAG

OMGG. Okay i know right now that this post may sound FREAKING bimbotic but whatever. So today at work, it was waaaaayyy bad, like worst then the first day with the psychopath manager. At least that was just for like 30mins or so and that was the end of it, today lasted for 7 friggin' hours. And what happened? Well, i'll tell you, i had to promote in MANDARIN. NEVER HAVE I EVER TALKED SO MUCH MANDARIN IN ONE DAY. When the first person came up to me and asked, " 这是什么? (What is this?)" I was like, OH CRAP, OH CRAP!!!! And then i started using my ever so fluent mandarin to explain which obviously did not really help. Cause they just went 什么来的 (huh what?) and i'll try the best i could, which i think kinda helped but not much. I even said bird instead of cow, and halfway through i was thinking, wait that sounds wrong, then i realised i had been saying bird in mandarin. CRAP. It totally sucked. The lady next to me could promote in mandarin, cantonese and english. Though her chinese and cantonese were much more fluent than her english. I was so embarrassed! Every time i could speak in English was like a breath of FRESH AIR, extremely refreshing. So right now, after this, i've decided to check up for all the words i need to promote it in chinese and i'm going to learn it by heart and regurgitate everything till the end of this week. Wish me luck!


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I jammed my toe into the wall and now my fourth toe on my left toe is swollen and purple. Wearing a pair of covered toe, slightly pointed shoes the WHOLE day did nothing to ease the pain, in fact it hurts even more now and i'm walking with a limp. Why the hell am i so accident prone? My mum was like, "i think when you're older, like 60 plus you're just going to bump and fall down all the time and break many bones." Well, she didn't say exactly that, but you get the gist of it. CRAP.


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I trust you, if it's already been done, undo it,
It takes two, it's up to me and you, to prove it,
All the rainy nights, even the coldest days,
you're moments ago, but seconds away,
The principal of nature, it's true but, it's a cruel world


Wednesday, October 28, 2009

SKINDEEP


The mark of a good writer is one that leaves you longing for more and immerses you so deeply into the story that you feel like you're there, experiencing first hand what is happening. You are so caught up with the story that time flies past on silver wings and you are not be able to put down the book till you are through with it. That seems like the case for me anyway. One such author who mesmerizes me with his writing is Roald Dahl. I grew up reading his stories, they captured my heart and soul and even up till today i could probably reread all his stories over and over again. One thing though that disturbs me terribly is the sadistic tone all his stories seem to emulate. There is always this unexpected twist that causes my stomach to lurch despite always knowing before hand that there will be such a turn of events. Even though it may not be outrightly grisly or gory there is this usual dark underlying tone to it that somehow manages to irk me. His stories, adult stories of course, not the children ones always leave me thinking a hell lot. Most of them have open endings, or strange endings that i feel displaces the reader which leaves an unsettled feeling. There are far many books that i have read which i am unable to read in one sitting due to the strange disposition of the story but Roald Dahl's stories, well there are definitely in a class of its own.


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So tomorrow is a new day right? Somehow i'm kinda scared. I have no idea what to expect. Would it be crazy freaky manager again? Would the store be extremely cold? Would the rest of the staff be nice? Will there be nice gossipy aunties around? Would people shun you and not want to try what you are offering? I don't know and i'm scared to know.


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Been there done that messed around
I'm having fun don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I tried to send
My information's just not going in


La Vie En Rose

Despite being such a cliche, Sabrina has got to be one of the best romantic movies ever. The backdrop, the music so lyrical so moving so wonderful. Though the best part, i must admit is the costumes. Now i understand why it won an Oscar for the costume. The dresses she wore after returning from Paris, oh what i would give to be able to wear something like that. So refined, so classy, so subtle so clean cut yet well tailored. Sighhh. To be able to wear such fashionable garments would definitely be a dream come through! No doubt the essence of the pieces were accentuated by Audrey Hepburn, who played Sabrina. Her poise and size was what made those pieces work so well on her, but then again she always looked impeccable in everything that she wore, even in Breakfast with Tiffanys. Her looks remind me of the pieces that Victoria Beckham has currently in her fashion label, i think Audrey Hepburn would have been one of her clients, i would be too if i could! Chic and classy.



 

These are just 2 looks she wore in the movie.


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La Vie En Rose is one song i definitely want to learn how to sing, with the right intonation and pronunciation. 

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Des yeux qui font baisser les miens,
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche—
Voilà le portrait sans retouche
De l’homme auquel j’appartiens.

Monday, October 26, 2009

 A MILLION OR TWO

I hate having to worry about money, it really gets on my nerves. I hate dealing with money. I like receiving it, i like earning it but even things like collecting money or keeping money, i loathe that. I just suck with money, other then spending it of course. There are a million and one ways to spend money of which i know a million and two, but that is besides the point. Maybe thats the reason why no matter what i cannot work with anything that deals with money directly, be it in a bank or with a financial firm. What happens to me when i have to handle money is that i get really paranoid that i'd misplace something or lose some that it gets real ugly. So for the sake of my sanity, money and me should never be placed together. I think i should be living not in this century but ages ago, where everything was traded through bartering, i think i would survive a lot better then!

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Singapore has too many of the same shops. Maybe thats the reason why almost everyone dresses alike and has almost the same stuff. Just within a range of less than 5 kilometers there area lot of shops that have more than 2 repeated stores like Zara, Mango, Topshop, Warehouse etc. We should have less of the same brands but more variety, that would provide people with more choice and also increase the price competition between retailers and hence providing better deals and more competitive pricing. But alas such is not the case!

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Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Sunday, October 25, 2009

TGIS

Today was the best day out of these 3 days so far. All i can say is, THANK GOD ITS SUNDAY!!!!! Hopefully next week, its more people. And hopefully time develops super sonic wings and flies by at the speed of light.

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Risin' up straight to the top
Had the guts, got the glory
Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop
Just a man and his will to survive

Saturday, October 24, 2009

THANKS,BUT  NO THANKS

Now i know why i am not cut off to be a salesperson. Today sales was twice of what was sold yesterday, BUT the amount sold yesterday was PATHETIC. I don't find it disheartening though, i've just given up asking people. Not really given up per say, i just don't ask people who are not interested. Not trying to sound picky, i just choose who to talk to, cause there is no point asking when you know 90% of the time those people would just say no. So basically i wait for people to either come up or stare so hard, its as though they would drill holes with their eyes into the chiller, before approaching them. This has got to be the worst ONE so far out of all the rest that i've experienced. Even the one at Shangri-La, though it was tiring like f*ck it was hell fun. I would rather wake up at crazy hours than stand around and practically look at my watch every FIVE minutes.

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I HATE WAKING UP BEFORE 12 EVERYDAY. I'm so dead next year i'll have to wake up like just 6 hours earlier. Damn it.

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Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars

Thursday, October 22, 2009

MURPHY'S LAW

Today sucked. More like the first half of today sucked like HELL. it was such a horrid day. I wouldn't have even fathomed that this stint would give me so much trouble. It was such a sucky sucky day. I don't deny that i did make a mistake by going in but did you have to be so mean? And then just try to throw your weight around with that ***king attitude? I had to look for someone, and i had no clue who to look for thats why i walked in. What did you want me to do? Stand at the doorway and SHOUT? Then i had to go and splosh the drink, all over the seat and get another scolding from someone else. It was so not my day, so way not. hopefully tomorrow, it being a new day would be fine. Sighh.

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I think, maybe just maybe my fear for injections maybe a little overrated but i just hate the idea of a needle poked in my skin for more than 5 seconds. It just urks me, knowing that something is being injected in.

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The city is a jungle, you better take care
Never walk alone after midnight
If you don't believe it you better beware
Of me



THE JOYS LIFE

Dinner was hilarious, with YOUR rendition of DIN TAI FENG. Super funny! Dessert was another laugh fest with old stories that we seem to repeat ever so often but never grow tired of. And then seeing the unexpected with bunt going OMG about something that she didn't know why she was OMG-ing about, totally underground craziness. Then discussing what we were going to dress up as. WOW. Amazing. I had a fabulous time. Thanks guys. ((:

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I think its not hideous, but its not fabulous, though its not really okay also. I would think its more like a faint ugh. Not something i would ever choose to wear if i had the choice, but oh well beggars can't be choosers. But the location! OH MAN. That would have been like my LAST CHOICE EVER!!!! I used to always enjoy going there but now. AHHHH. ))): Its near, and rather convenient but i would never have choosen that in a MILLION years. Totally drama but totally WORTH the drama.

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When the sun shine
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

SECRET AGENT


This was the first time doing something like that and boy, it can be really time consuming. Thank goodness i have time to waste, despite time being very precious, but i had nothing better to do other than pack my room, which seems like something i always have to do and no matter how much i pack i always still have more packing to do. Its a mad world we live in, mad. Madness aside, what i did today gave me a taste of hiding behind a facade. Well technically i am NOT hiding behind a facade, i mean i don't have anything to hide but it was like being someone else. And it is tremendously exhilarating. Okay fine, people may think i'm wacko but seriously, it was like you being somebody else, that no one knows of, you could do anything and not have to take responsibility for it. Well someone would have to eventually but unless people know it was you, you wouldn't have to face the music. Of course a few people would know it was me and that totally ruined the full potential of the situation, but overall it was fun. And the bonus? I think i can get to be the "person" for quite somewhile. 


P.S: I'm sorry if you're confused in the process of reading this post. Please pardon me.


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CAN IT GET ANY HOTTER?


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Allow me to exaggerate a memory or two
Where summers lasted longer than, longer than we do
Where nothing really mattered except for me to be with you
But in time we all forgot and we all grew

Monday, October 19, 2009

THE ART OF MASTERING FRENCH COOKING

Last night was way unexpected. Watching a movie i did not really consider watching, but i'm glad i did. It was great! I absolutely love Meryl Streep, i think she is such a versatile actress and her ability to really portray and communicate her character to the audience is fabulous. Though this time i found the accent she adopted rather irritating, and she always sounded short of breath whenever she talked. All in all however, it was a thrill to watch though it was relatively long. Maybe cause i was so captivated by Julia Child's lifestyle, her essence and spirit. The fact that she lived in Paris for a while and studied at Le Cordon Blue, which was one time something i have dream about. That she got to experience something i would have loved to have the chance to, was mesmerizing. All the more coupled with the fact that it was based on her real life story, made it even more real and interesting.

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This shows you that anything can happen, anytime. I totally did not expect that to happen and when it did, it gave me a really horrible scare. All these pop ups, all the "warnings for viruses". What would i have done if Marcus didn't help. I really wouldn't know.

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Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

PRINCESS FOR A DAY

Today was a first of its kind. Going to Bunt's open house on Diwali. What a welcoming mother, who does not fail to seize any opportunity in providing vivid details and interesting anecdotes to her daughters friends. And not forgetting all the delectable goodies and Nutella cake! Plus the, when she was young photos, was definitely entertaining! Hope the in-law session went well!

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This totally CRACKS me up whenever i see it.
It was doing that to express its disgust when the frog said, you can kiss me once, or more if you want to.
Its like the fattest, cutest crocodile ever. (Though i loathe them in real life)
And its part of the cast of Disney's princess and the frog, which i so have to catch!

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Para bailar La Bamba
Para bailar La Bamba se necessita una poca de gracia
Una poca de gracia para mi para ti ay arriba ay arriba
Ay, arriba arriba por ti sere por ti sere por ti sere



WALK A MILE IN ANOTHER PERSON'S SHOES

Though your appearance was unexpected, today was great. I learnt a lot too, and it really did make me think. And to the other you, i think we should make this a weekly thing, its always fun, being with you always is. Thanks. (:

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I can't believe you could actually think something like that, think it enough to actually say it and use it against another person. Can you believe that i am such a person? I DETEST PEOPLE like that. I HATE the type of people you said i was. If you ACTUALLY KNOW me, you would not think i could ever be that kind of a person. To think i would stoop to THAT level, to think i would actually do that when its something i feel so strongly against. When yours truly has been subjected to that kind of treatment many times over and abhor the way it made me feel after that. It truly and deeply saddened me. I'm really bewildered that you could even think of such a thing. I know that i am not without fault, i am definitely not perfect but i would NEVER EVER count those as one of my faults. NEVER. It really hurt, it really did. People change, they do, but they would never become someone they thoroughly detest. That was one major reason i felt i didn't fit in in my last school, one reason i didn't really like hanging out with people from there, one reason why i didn't really want to hang out with people from there and now to have it used against me. Oh boy.

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Now by a horse i once was told
That all that glitters is not gold
That all there is to fear is fear itself

Thursday, October 15, 2009

MARY, MARY QUITE CONTRARY

I guess i am quite contrary, though it has no relation to this nursery rhyme whatsoever.


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Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...
RIGHT HERE. RIGHT NOW.

To be able to get vanish for a while.
Just a while.
Like Robinson Crusoe.
And maybe meet some one like Friday.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

ROSE TINTED GLASSES

I only wish we were butterflies and live but 3 summer days. Three such days with you i could fill with more delight than 50 common years could ever contain.

-Bright Star

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A picture speaks a thousand words. Thats how the saying goes, but what the saying fails to mention is that are those words true or false? Many photos seem to capture happy moments, moments to be treasured for life, but were they staged or real? When people are smiling merrily in a photo, does it mean they are getting along equally happy, that the relationship they share is harmonious? It might be the exact averse. The reason why they were all smiling together might have been to mask the oncomings of a disastrous and turmulous relationship they have yet to experience or are about the encounter. Or it could be a political situation, where by expressing the unhappiness they harbour against another person they might ruin the dynamics of the relationships that other people, other then them, share. Or it could be because they are too afriad to voice out what they truely feel and hence see the need to suppress and swallow what they truely feel back in. Hence when they take a picture with people they would rather run away from and avoid, they have no choice but to suck it up and smile. Which, you must understand, not becuase they want to but because they have to. It doesn't mean they are happy, never take that for granted.

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 I know that you are just like me, oversensitive.



Well I ordinarily breathe.


Taking everything for much more than it means.


Well it's dangerous, and it's sweet.


Cut us and we bleed.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

DRIVING IN THIRD GEAR

"Listen carefully. You can't surpass the bar on your own. Live for someone.That way.. You can surpass anything." Is that really true? I mean, it apparently seems true but what happens when what you live for is gone? Nothing is here forever, what would you do? What would be the purpose in life then? But should one live for oneself alone? Isn't that too selfish? How do you know who to live for? Here today, gone tomorrow, its as simple as that. Yet, the thought of living for someone, doing it for another person is so romantic isn't it? It sounds so noble and gallant, however its also kinda like putting all your eggs in one basket, when the basket falls, the eggs would all crack leaving nothing. Is that worth it? Maybe i have yet to understand this whole notion, but right now, oh well.

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But it stopped short
Never to go again,
When the old man died.
Ninety years without slumbering,
Tick, tock, tick, tock,
His life seconds numbering,
Tick, tock, tick, tock,
It stopped short
Never to go again,
When the old man died.

CHIRPING BIRDS

It can get quite tiring being affected by something that is not even real. I guess this might be a subset of blurring the line between virtual and reality. The ability to believe something is real when clearly it is not. However is oppressing  such thoughts wrong? Wouldn't that be a lack of imagination ? It is trying though, to keep in mind that its just fiction. Sometimes you just wish it wasn't. Personally its really ludicrous how  something so trivial is able to toy with one's emotions, making one think in overdrive, when there are more pressing things to worry about. Then again is that a bad thing? Sighh. I swear i have a schizophrenic mind.

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Fear. Such a powerful emotion.

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I want to learn how to fight. Like REALLY FIGHT, like know how to beat the crap out of some one. And no, its not cause i'm a closet violent freak. I mean what i think is gory is laughable to many. But i can't decide what to take up, and i'm rather apprehensive about it too.  Maybe what Estha Mon said, " 1. expect the unexpected 2. always be prepared" is getting to me, though understanding the whole flow of it was quite tricky, plus it was rather dry too.

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I'm doing this for you
Because its easier to lose
And its hard to face the truth
When you think you're dying
Its part not giving in
Part trusting your friends
You do it all again but you don't stop trying



Saturday, October 10, 2009

ITS A WONDERFUL LIFE

Today was really fulfilling. It was quite amazing and unexpected. No one's complaining though. And really touching too. Today marked the last day of work with **a and i am as of tomorrow officially unemployed, i think. But today was a good last day, i actually accomplished a lot of things today, walking in and out, sorting through stuff, attending to people, settling administrative things. And then, BOOMZ, the staff from SSD surprised me with a little farewell token. I thought the gesture was really really sweet, considering i've only worked there for slightly over 6 months and i hardly go in more than 9 times a month.Don't get me wrong, i'm not unappreciative of their gesture, but i just don't think i would have given me a gift, considering how seldom i went in and being a part timer and stuff.

thats just the ladies

 

everyone!

ARIGAYOU GOZAIMASU!!!

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Now that was random, a pleasent kind of random. I enjoy tete-a-tetes like that. Thank you. (:

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I never know why but i just love going to the airport. I always feel happy when i go to the airport. Maybe cause its the "pre" place you go to before leaving for another land. Its mysterious to me that way. Its like a gateway, like the land between worlds in the Magician's Nephew. Whenever i'm at the airport, i get this happy bubble inflating in me. I'm strange eh.

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I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good good night

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

DRESS TO BE KILLED

What is the fascination with women dressing like sluts? And why do people even design clothes like that? There are so many ways to flaut a women's silhouette without having to bare it all. LaToya Jackson's choice of clothing for the premiere of The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus was just trashy. I mean she has an awesome body, thats something i cannot deny, but is that really how you need to show it off to the world?





Why do girls like to wear dresses cut down till there or slit up till there? Do they think people actually find that appealing? Or do they do that so someone would do them? Sheesh.



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Waking up early is as fun as going to the dentist. I absolutely hate it and i refuse to do it unless its immpossible to evade. I mean all that crap about waking up early and you know bascially enjoying the morning, to me right now, is kinda BS. I can enjoy afternoons as much as i can enjoy a morning. I really don't know what i'd become from next year on. Would i become one of those people that have this like internal body clock after waking up really early each morning for work? I hope not. I don't want to lose the art of sleeping in.



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I knew this was a dream it was too good to be true
Coincidences were a bit much too
Who wants to wake up?
Who wants to lose it?
Who wasnts to live in this place?
I don't, so i'll be sleeping in

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

 PANDORA'S BOX

Who knew that the unsettling feeling one gets from sitting in a chair could actually disturb you even after so long. Knowing that there is something in your mouth that you can't see but can only hear is freaky beyond words. The fact that you have no freaking idea what the hell is happening, the fact that you have no control and can only trust the person doing unknown things in your mouth is something that scares the hell out of me.

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So now its signed. What next, what to expect? The best is to have no expectations and dive head in first. No? Its worrying but whats even more worrying is worrying about something that you're not even sure why you're worrying about, like an unknown fear. You know you're scared of something but you're not sure what you're scared of. Only when you see it or feel it then you're like oh, so this was what i was afraid of. Confusing much?

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Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
ALWAYS CHECK YOUR BLIND SPOTS

So you should know about it by tomorrow. You must make sure you clarify all doubts and you must make sure that you read everything correctly. I wonder how long it would take, would it be like the initial encounter, where the waiting time was longer than the actual event itself? Would it be an individual thing? Or is it a mass scheduled event? Where would i have to go next year? Would it be someplace near my place? Would i be capable enough to handle everything? Oh these questions swimming swimming swimming in my mind and slowly making their way down to my stomach, causing flutters and turmoil.

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How to get a thousand dollars in one sentence? Well i found out tonight when the dude i work with told me about the starhub twitter challenge and how they are giving people a thousand bucks for the best twit on a said topic. He and i (voluntarily though) were thinking about the said topic which was, "the best things in life are free". What in the world are you to twit that would ensure you're the prize winner? And then we were assessing twits that other people posted and saying how much it was worth. It provided us with good entertainment!

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Everybody knows the things she does to please
Low cut sweaters with her skirt above her knees
She's a dimestore diamond
 


Saturday, October 03, 2009

TASTY LOOKS 
LOOK TASTY

Its been a long time since i've had good northern indian food and tonight totally satisfied that craving that i've had for the longest time. With good live music to accompany the delightful gourmet meal. And then the happy birthday in tamil was a refreshing rendition that i heard the night before at Shaan's place. *laughs.


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When i grow up i wanna be a citizen of the world. Technically i think i am already considered a grown up however to achieve as a goal would ,i  believe take many more years to come. That is something, though, that i am quite sure i would like to achieve, a goal that i see myself working towards, despite taking micro baby steps at the moment.


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You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen
When your hearts not open
 EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

Chewing chewing chewing when all of a sudden something super hard was felt. When spit out, i realised it was part of my tooth. Initially it was shock and after the fact dawned on me that my tooth broke, panic started to settle in. I had no idea what in the world to do, i mean this was the first time my tooth ever broke. And now after a few hours, my tongue still travels to the half tooth, always feeling the short sharp edges. I think i'm going to cut my tongue soon.

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Tonight was amazing. It was so fun! With the nonsense jokes and funny stories and the full of unending energy Sharan and Max's crazy fish lantern that could do tricks and candles that burn out in like 2 minutes, it was a damn interesting Mid Autumn Festival celebration. The moon was beautiful but just not full yet.

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Some shots of the night


 
 
 
 
 
 

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We sat and watched the sun go down,
Picked a star before we lost the moon.
Youth is wasted on the young,
Before you know its come and gone too soon.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

REAL MAGIC

To be able to sew is something i aspire to learn within this lifetime (as if there would be another). Any one can come up or conceptualize an amazing design, but without knowing the craft of sewing, it would tantamount to nothing. Translation from paper to the actual thing would be inhibited by that shortcoming.

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The appeal project runway has for me still holds strong, peanut butter and jelly strong. Even though the style of each episode is exactly the same, and despite Heidi Klum saying almost the same things episode after episode, season after season (how she got nominated for outstanding host of a reality or reality-competition program for the Emmys is really a great surprise cause i don't think she can qualify as an actual host, though otherwise, i think she's amazing ), i still have that insatiable want to watch it and the tingly feeling every time i see a new creation down the runway. I guess its the ability to transform mere fabric into something so beautiful or hideous that never fails to astound me time and again. The ideas that they are able to visualize and bring to life is so magical.
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My favourite looks so far!






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September is my favourite month of the year and its really sad that its coming to an end. Fine, i am being biased here cause well, it is a special month but that apart i've always had a love for the month of September. And all the more, cause this is usually when all the fashion shows happen, when the spring/summer collection is unveiled for the following year. The end also marks the beginning of the final quarter of the year which would whisk past in a jiffer and before we know it we would be singing Auld Lang Syne and ushering in the new year!

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Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for you