Yesterday should have been a school holiday.

The sun was just so glorious, it could not get any better.
Everyone should have been lounging by the pool,
or having a dip in the sea,
or just tanning on the beach,
or partaking in a water/sea sport.

feeling of the moment.
yapy.ienlipho.ebepongjoannc.hanjasm.inechanm.indyle
owc.harma.inekhoochri.stinek.weksu
haila.sitisulaim.anamandach.oodesire.eper
eir.aivyl.imev.onlimst.ephanie.fongaik.leong.raine.rik
ohalexyeoje.anyong.consta.ncechenta.njinyutrin.ang.
i'm missing a lot of people right now.

Younger Days



don't the mega watt smiles just lend in oh so well with the christmas lights?

we were actually once smaller than the form teacher

i honestly think i had the PRETTIEST HAT in kindergarden

YOU irritate the HELL OUT OF ME.
sometimes, wait MOST OF THE TIME, i just want to THROTTLE YOU.
thats how living with you can get.
BUT
when you're not around sometimes i actually MISS you.
YOU can imitate a parasite SO WELL.
it amazes me.
BAH.
SISTERS.

Who knew that you could get not so bad curry fish head just over the hills and not so far away?
It was a nice change for dinner on a week night.
With pleasant and surprising company.
*olves.

Who ever said it was easy to be a devil's advocate?
No one did.
But sometimes, you have to.
And as much as i hate opening pandora's box,
i think i had to.
If not they won't think.
They won't think about the consequences of their actions.
And thats when it'll get reaaaally ugly.

OOOMMMMGGGGGGGGGGG.

*laughs.
Thats all i have to say to give people heart attacks.
Or more like i always ALMOST give people heart attacks.
And thank goodness for that.
If not i'd be a serial killer.

And who, you may ask did i almost kill today?

Well, hottie and constanceyeosoontat.
I'm so glad i almost killed, er i mean i'm so glad we had so much fine!
All that yellow plates nonsense.
And pushing just like maybe 21 PLATES TO ME.
The excruciatingly funny moments where then, hottie would duck down in embarrassment due to the outbursts of laughter.
How insanely ahbeng the place was.
FINALLY going to someplace EXOTIC like HOUGANG.
You can't get anything more fun than that.
I truly enjoyed myself after such a long week.
OLVES. (:

And yesterday.
I think they wanted to KILL me instead.

Well, i was deemed more of a MEANIE than anything else.
But i still love you two, so call me a MEANIE, I DON'T CARE.
*laughs.
And another EXOTIC place it was too, errr, i think it was jurong west.
With alvin and su-e, a wonderfully potent combination.
And talk sense we did, issue after issue.
Its nice when you have different people with different opinions.
It makes it easier for you to analyze a same thing from different points of view.
Like say how B&S would view the same situation.
Oh, the lessons drawn from Gossip Girl.
Cheers to that.

they are always the same thoughts.
always always the same.
its killing me.
no matter how hard i try to fight it.
i just can't.
and the turmoil it creates is just horrible.

sometimes i wish i could be schizophrenic,
then at least i have an excuse.

and then fear seized my heart for a split second, only to think, is dying RIGHT NOW really such a bad idea?
smiling and thinking, what a wonderful way to start a school day.
its quite sour and bitter, but yet i still want more of it, obviously thinking that its going to help.
sweet and fictitious as it sounds, its nice to just talk to YOU.
and snakes, they, are just the best part of the meals.
sometimes you wonder whether they wonder.
it turned out not how i expected it to, but i guess it can be fixed, cause its just, well, fabric paint!
i hate them damn ants.
why are they all coming at the same time?

"Without love
Life is like the seasons with
No summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without
A drummer"

really?

seriously.
what do i have to do to get some,
PEACE?





growl.

There're so many things i want to say
But so many implications
I can't
I just can't.

we are one, all of us
and this is how it is in heaven,
just like this.

adapted from the movie, Rachel Getting Married.