Its all in the mind.
You're your worst enemy.
What you want to think,
how you think,
its all up to you.
No one makes you think that way.
People can influence you,
but ultimately,
they don't control what you think.
You have control over what you think.

Okay. This is the long post that i was talking, or more like typing, about.
SO.
Brace yourself.
By the way.
This is a big FAAAAAAAATTTT Thank you post.
Here goes.


THAAAAAANK YOUUUU

'addy and 'ummy

For 1. financing the whole thing, 2. allowing me to do and get almost whatever i wanted and helping me coordinate most of the stuff and 3. lastly for being my super logistic warriors/ drivers on sunday. Without all the above pointers, there wouldn't even have been a party.

Marcus and Moira

For allowing me to boss you two around. *laughs.

Marcus for your never ending help! From going with me to get stuff on friday hence causing you to reshuffle your whole schedule, to calling me (even though you were get in the next room) to check through the playlist, to being another logistics warrior cum photographer on sunday.
Moira, for listening to the lovely but slightly evil and endearing Phoebs and blowing my letters dry with the hairdryer and helping with the decoration for the party.

PHOEBE PONG LI LIN

Yes, i know i owe you my life and my afterlife, but what would i have done without you? I have no idea. You are the BEST! I totally have way loads of photos of the decorated place, so remember, for all you know this could do wonders to your portfolio cause you did such a lovely, amazing fantabulous job. I love love love you! XOXO.

Siti Suhaila Chan Mei Ling, Constance Yeo Soon Tat, Tretritremy.

Thank you so so so much for coming early and helping me arrange the furniture, put up the flowers, arrange them, tie them up with ribbons, and well basically beautifying the place. I really wanted a pretty party and without your help i don't think it would have been possible that fast! And then later, cons and tremy for being the best door bitches/ guestbooktionists i could ask for. And making sure my guestbook was full of pretty pages and memorable messages and polariod photos.

Winstin Chow Wei Jie.

Don't say i didn't saying thank you and acknowledging you! Cause i'm doing so now! *laughs. For lighting up ALLthe tealight candles for me with your lighter! (: And also being the polariod camera man in the initial part of the party.

Alex Yeo Soon Tat, Jeslyn *** ** Big Ho , Jasmine BigBig Ho and Ivy Hottie Li

The 4 dog owners, thanks for bringing down, ACE the AMAZINGLY GOODLOOKING dog, Mikki, the pretttty one, Junior, the tiniest one but still ultra cute and Micky, the one who looks like the other Mikki. I think the other guests had a tremendous time with your dogs. Wish i could have spent more time with them!

SUPERSEVEN & Steffie

For staying behind till 12 am just to wish me happy birthday. (: It was really very sweet. I wish we weren't all over the place, then plaing stuff and getting together would be much easier! And also i was glad that i really got to actually talk to you guys, even though it was after the party.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST
TO EVERYONE

Thank you for your wishes, made through all means and forms. (: And the lovely presents too. It made the birthday different from any other day. The wishes were what made the day special. Etched forever in my mind.

speechless.
in a good way.

one by one.


they are going.










going.





































gone.

I have a super uber long post coming up and i've wanted to post it up since forever but since it is super uber long its not done, not just yet. So some filler posts in the meanwhile.

Driving Instructor hostilely uttered, " You know, you can make jokes while you're drving, but you'll CRASH and DIE while driving. "

Student replied with a smile in her voice, " But if you're gonna go, thats the best way to go i suppose."

I just love that kinda enthusiasm.
Don't you?

When you think you know, you don't know.
When you think you don't know, you know.
How apt.

You see, the problem with experiencing something that is out of reach is not good, cause then you'll just want things that way, but it is not to be cause thats an anomaly not a normality.

Her heart is dying
She is stressed





she likes him
she wants to marry him
she promises to love him
she promises to give him her first kiss
she want to hold his hand
she wants to hug him
she likes his broad shoulders which he already has
she was to make him a nice photoframe
she wants to run 3 times a week with him
she wants to hop onto his back without any evil eyes
she wants him to make friends with the other him
she wants him to be her HTHT partner





she doesn't know
she really doesn't know anymore

OUT OF THE HEAD

I have a penchant for doing random things, i find it exhilarating, a breath of fresh air. And i've been trying to figure out why, when suddenly, during BT313 seminar it hit me. And ironically, thats quite out of the blue too, cause WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING ABOUT RANDOM THINGS? In a hospitality and tourism marketing class. I have absolutely no idea.

So why random? Cause when you do something random, you live in that moment. There are no expectations of what to expect, cause it just happens. And because of that you are able to fully enjoy the moment or the thing you are doing. When you plan for something, its so fixed and rigid, you usually have a preconceived notion of what to expect and if its not met, you get disappointed etc.

Its just like how last monday, Alvin, Suue and i went for supper. It was not planned and it was agreed instantaneously. We had so much fun. It was nothing fancy, but yet it was so wonderful. Or like how khoo and i would just call each other up and plan to walk to parkway together or maybe go for a late night movie or just chill out somewhere or even head down to NUS for a lecture on the environment or something. *laughs. I relish such impulsive moments. It keeps you on your toes all the time!

CARPE DIEM.