Whats with those awful tunes that so many companies have? Its a torture listening to one after the other. You can hold for at least 10 mins, just stuck listening to the same song over and over again. I think secretly, they wish that the caller on the line would get so sick of listening to the same thing over and over again that they just hang up.

Its just right the way it is now

When the day might the night

the whole world met for a bbq

and 

all was exciting

,

we left with some rather horrific stories

but

thank goodness they are just stories

well

at least i hope they will just be stories

To charmaine khoo,

with love.

I know this is really late, but happy 21st the soon to be Mrs Cook. 

 

the girl from the block that turned 21.

they were trying to get apple to use them in the local iphone adverts.

and he was emo-ing on the red, big and shiny couch, chair, booth ah whatever.

and then we cam whored.

we can't help it.

cause he is there.

Disney  with olve

after an absolutely exhilarating experience

some common traits.

some cam whorish behavior throughout

i couldn't possibly ask for anything better. *smiles.

its a harsh world my love

it comes and goes without warning. 

but when it comes, the feeling is so strong. 

it manifests itself in you. 

you just can't shake it off. 

and unknowingly it builds up. 

to the point that it can drive a person over the edge. 

it shakes the very core of a person. 

makes a person doubt and disbelieve everything that one knows. 

its a horrendous feeling. 

to swallow one's pride and hold one's head high at the same time is a daunting task. 

it tires the body, mind and the very soul. 

it is extremely unhealthy and yet unavoidable. 

it gives false hope.

it can break a person.

I seriously think, the time when i am the free-est is when i'm studying for exams. I have no idea why but it seems that everytime else, i'm just too busy. Or maybe cause i just tell myself to dedicate all my time to just studying for exams without other stuff lined up that it seems, weell, that i have a lot of time! So right now i'm reaaally so busy with so many things that i can hardly blog or even update myself with what is going on in the lives of others. (which is rather ironic as i am updating right now but what the hell.)

There are so many things going on now that my head just keeps thinking about so many things that it can hardly concentrate on one thing.

Some thoughts that run through my head all day long

1. I think the world is going to end really soon. In an absolutely horrible way and as such i wish i can just die in my sleep before it ends. If its ever possible.
   
2. Africa
3. How long more it takes for my most favourite girls to come back from down under, when i am going to have time to see people whom i sorely miss, when half the world is going to come back to Singapore, will i even have time to see them when they are back, how will things be like, what can we do when they are back and on and on and on.
   
4. Sports Club stuff i.e. bike rally, main comm, booking rooms
5. Northern downpour, Pan!c at the disco. I just love them. I've finally found a group that i truely, bluely love. I love the lead singers voice. If only i could listen to them all day long.
6. The things that i have to do by today for work, or whether i will have anything to do for work, if not how the hell am i going to pass time other then answering emails as fast as i can.
7. F1 night race grandstand passes
8. Whatever that comes to mind

I absolutely love thinking about things. I hate it when i am brain dead, cause i think its such a waste of time. Its like when i'm thinking, i can think about anything and everything under the sun no matter how ridiculous it is. It helps to pass time so well, especially when you have time to waste, taking the train from one end of the line to the other and than waiting to take the bus into this ulu island like area.