I think i can be so ignorant. There are more people who got my back than i know. And for that i am very extremely grateful.



thank you.

Thoughts, they cloud my mind daily, from whimsical nonsense to worries. Always thinking, never stopping. Most of my thoughts stay in my head, which can be trying at times. Only a handful have the opportunity/horror to know majority of the things racing through it.

I thought i wouldn't be able to make it through, but i did. And IT is growing on me. I really like IT. I like THEM. They're really helpful and extremely friendly and it makes IT much easier and much more fun. I can be myself. I don't have to be somebody i'm not. I love the music, I like singing along to it. I'm glad i have fun at it. If not its going to be really difficult. Its kinda relaxing to go for IT. I'm glad. Really glad. Its something that i kinda, not fully, but kinda look forward to. (:

To Him:

Thank you.
Because of you everything turns out right.
You're always there when i need you.
You have never forsaken me.
I love you.

Okay i'm going to bitch like NOW. So there. I have already forewarned you. If you have no wish to indulge in my bitchiness then please proceed to do whatever that you wish to do. No one is stopping you. And for now. The topic upon which i wish to bitch about.

Girls getting/ letting their other halfs carry their bags.

Seriously. What is with that? If you are a girl that allows or gets your other half to carry your bag, then sorry if i have stepped on your toes, i do not mean it intentionally. Its just that i personally do not understand this whole enigma.

What does she carry in the bag that is so heavy that her poor dainty shoulders are unable to bear? I do not think it is possible that she carries around gold bars or even weights, so it can't really be thaaaat heavy. Maybe she does it to show the other people out there that, that guy is hers ann they should all BACK OFF. Maybe its to show who is boss. I have no idea.

There is so much talk about equality amongst women and men blah blah blah but whenever there is a slight opportunity of taking advantage of men, women pounce at the chance, giving the excuse that cause i am of the fairer and weaker sex. Thats just crap. On one hand women want fairer wages, equal opportunities, equal voice in things. And on the other hand, they expect so many things from guys. I'm not saying that every women is like that. Definitely not. I choose to believe, or more like i wish to believe most women do not fall into this group.

I'm sorry if i have bored you half to death with this post but it is my blurt outlet. And so, the result.

Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Bat,
How I wonder what you're at:
Up above the world you fly
Like a tea tray in the sky,
Up above the world you fly
Like at tea tray in the sky.

Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Bat,
How I wonder what you're at:
Up above the world you fly
Like a tea tray in the sky.

Finally got a breather on thursday. Had a good time with tremy and jes then jes. ((:
Will upload the pictures with jes soon! The tcc at the new wing in centre point is really nice. Right jes? Haha.













I hope i find a solution soon! I need a solution desperately. It will never work out this way.

With love comes suffering.

I don't think it could be put across any better. If you love something so great, there is bound to be suffering. Without suffering how would you know you love? It applies to everything and anything. Somehow, if you love it, when it is lost, or in attaining it, suffering would definitely be waiting in a corner, ready to pounce out any moment, its sole purpose would just to make things difficult and nothing else.

No love be it, Ludus, Storge, Pragma, Mania or Agape is ever easy. And i'd like to believe that the reason we do so much, and are willing to put up with a lot of nonsense is cause ultimately its for the love of something that we do it.

That could be quite idealistic a statement to make, but with that thinking in mind, it makes things more bearable and easier to pull through.

I think i am really weird.

the photoshoot
cum
rushing assignment
cum
almost sleepless
cum
pleasent surprise visit
day.
(what a mouthful!)

There was a girl jane, mary.
Who was quite contrary.

she tried on many shoes.

but they all gave her the blues

till one day she found a pair
that ended her nightmare

she tried them on in a jiffy.

and cried don't they look spiffy

model: cons

crew: wing (the PA)
cons (model)
me (photographer)

Purpose of this photoshoot, for marianne's assignment.
Cons makes a good model. (:
Thanks doll

P.S:cons, do not hit/slap/pinch/bite me for this post

that night whilst rushing my assignment,

these two girls came!

and distracted me for the better part
but you know i still love you guys.
(:

Marianne is really dumb. She burnt 4 fingers today. Why? Cause she was looking at her feet when she was filling up hot water, 100C mind you. And her hand moved. So then the water splashed all over her fingers for a few seconds, and only when she felt the ACUTE pain, did she realize the water was going onto her hand and not the flask. By then it hurt like HELL. That was around 15 minutes to 1900 and now its 0143 the following day and it still feels like it is BURNING. Her fingers are now pinkish.