One letter. And it brightens up my whole week. I really needed it. And the blue stars rawk. Just like you. Love you. *muah.

Euphoria. Exhaustion. High. Nothingness. Conformity. Confusion. Impending disaster?




Its amazing how submerging yourself into something can distract you from everything. Everything.

max kisses!

Just for you Max. As you're leaving for Hawaii tomorrow the thing i'd miss the most would be all your cuddles and kisses. The past two years in JC have been packed with much laughter and amusement thanks to you, our constant entertainer. Even at birthday parties that the super seven are always present you never fail to inject much needed mischief! (: Thank you so much for always just being who you are, always watching out for everyone, always thinking about others. Doing your best to make sure no one is left out. I'm really going to miss you, miss M.A.D mowe! Take care and have loads of fun there. Studying, which is clearly one of your passions! *laughs. And also going to the beach and just chilling there. (you'd find what we, chard, kwek and i, give you very useful) God bless and Bon Voyage my dear! I'd be giving you a really big cuddle before you leave! cuddless and kisss!!

Today is only the fourth day and yet it feels like the whole week has come and gone ages ago. The sudden influx of activities from the sedentary life that i have been leading is making me feel hell disorientated. I've hardly had the time to sit at my table and just stare out of the window and day dream or think what i shall do next. Now everything has to be planned carefully, making sure things don't clash, remembering whats next etc. Whenever i get into such "states" i always recall what Mr Issac Lim said, "If you've never experienced standing out in the blazing sun, how can you appreciate the shade?" So no matter what goes on, i shouldn't complain as there would be other people out there who have it a lot worse, just that i've never stood in their shoes and hence don't realise it.

Oh and on tuesday, toons world was supposed to meet up for fireworks and dinner. However due to the deprive nature of Singaporeans where watching fireworks is concerned. esplanade was way packed thus i was unable to watch the fireworks with the world. Managed dinner together, afterwhich they decided to go boat quay to drink. But low and behold the place that they wanted to go at boat quay was closed so we ended up in some chin a ma ma place! *laughs. I don't even know the name of the place and i don't think i want to know it. Took some pictures there but as i'm not sure how to operate the japanese language camera shall have to wait for a while before i can post those pictures up! (:

SU13! (: That was seriously a way fun, interesting, eye opening, weird experience. *laughs. The activities that we did are not what you can describe as your usual camp activities. I got to try so many various types of sports, such as scuba diving, inline hockey (but it was more like a lets-learn-how-to-blade session for me *grins.), cannoe water polo, cable ski360 etc.

Plus the games that the programmers came up with were so innovative! Like human foozball, human snakes and ladders (with more forfeits than snakes or ladders), soapy dog and bone, catching monsters for spells, playing soccer and captains ball at the same time in a street soccer court, damn the list just goes on.

These were only just the games that we played, there were still so many other activities that we did. And as we all know time and tide waits for no man, the only way to ensure we could complete everything was to cut time off from sleeping. As a result we had about 2 to 3 hours of sleep per night. But it was all worth it. The cross terrian where we jogged/walked/biked, the sea expedition, the amazing race where we travelled up and down singapore finally to me, the most memorable of all was the night cycling where we cycled from ecp to ntu. That took altogether 5 hours but hell, it was a damn good ride! (: *laughs. That night i only got 45 minutes of sleep but it was worth it. PLUS i managed to learn the sports camp song and for that i must thank my GL alvin for his patience. Seriously if i was teaching myself i would have given up a WAY LONG time ago.

Damn my chinese really sucks it took me so long just to learn one song. Actually more like one verse of the song. Goodness. SO this camp gave me a chance to brush up on my chinese but i think its still really bad. *laughs. All the cheers were in chinese or hokkien so that was one part where i couldn't really paricipate. Whilst everyone was jumping up and down belting out the words i was just jumping up and down looking confused and TRYING to belt out the words. *laughs. But i would have to say the most whacked out part of the camp was the forfeits. My goodness. Just let your imagination run wild. But no matter what it definitely was the BEST CAMP ever! *laughs.