darn it. the week is almost over. ahhh. everyhting is rush rush rush again. this week has been a really really bad week. it sucked so bad. oh yes it did. the only good thing was that i got a new phone. thats it. this week in school sucked so badly. i felt low all the time. i don't know why this is happening. i flet it before but its coming back to huant me. i hate that feeling. it sucks so baad. i can't even describe it. that feeling it really hurts but ah whatever. i mean like who the hell cares anyway? f it lah. its stupid. i'll just try to forget it. but i know that its going to be so tough. i feel so lost. everything just like wham on top of me. ah whatever. it doesn't matter. sometimes i feel so freaking selfish and so narcissistic. its as though i just care about myself. i look around and then i realise how some other people suffer so much more. it sucks so bad. ah what tjhe fuck. i'm writting rubbish. sigh. then my dad is leaving like what in two days. great everything is going so well. oh wow lets rejoice. sigh. i better enjoy tonights dinner. hope i can.

Yipee! My dad is coming back tomorrow! *grins* (: I also smell a new phone along the way! *sniff* *laughs*

OMG. Just read an article my mum pointed out to me. The contents of the article was down right atrocious. Seriously i'm very very apalled by its contents. I'm referring to the article swing singapore in the weekend today. It talks about how people attend parties where there are partner swapping and kinky fantasies. There are weird rule such and also usually held at houses where there are zones markes "clothes optinal" and "clothes disallowed". Serioulsy you have to read that article to understand the extent of such parties. I think its pure craziness. I feel so sorry for all those who partake in such acts. Its down right sick. They have lost all their morals. What is becoming of our country, i really would like to know. These people really have nothing better to do. *gets goosebumps* The fact that they actually can degrade themselves to do such promiscuous acts is so disgusting it makes me wanna hurl. I really hope that these sad people will one day wake up and realise they've leading such pathetic lives that they decide to do something better. I feel so sad for these people..

Just came back from Max's party. It was so cool! Had quite a lotta fun. Got to see Swathi and Cheryl. Haven't seen them since erm last last year? Damn long ago huh. Everybody's looking great. (: I'm so tired now. Oh and the food was really good and a loooottttt! Man! I'm so full!
OH! Today i was walking towards Kembangan MRT station and was going to cross this road, kinda like one of those small roads leading out from a private estate. This mercedes came up and as it was waiting to filter out i decided to cross the road. When i was walking past the car as the traffic had cleared the brainless man driving the car moved forward. I was so shocked! I was like what the fuck! I mean he could so see me in front of his car and yet the moved forward. So i pressed my hand against his bonnet but guess what? HE CONTINUED MOVING FORWARD! I got so pissed i hit his car. That was when he stopped. I bet it was to glare at me but i didn't even turn to look. I just continued on. Like what the fuck! Some drivers now a days! Ugh! IRRITATING!!
*yawn* I'm so tired now. Have been rushing the past few days! So sick and tired of rushing! I hate it! But guess what? It won't stop i know it won't. I'm really dreading it. Sigh.

Time is really flying so fast. One week after another whisking past me. Damn. And these past and yet to come few days/weeks are packed with birthdays! *laughs* I'm growiing sooo broke!!Help! Have to go on a major birthday present shopping trip. Owe quite a number presents. *laughs* All 18 ready. Sounds so erm mature but oh well. *laughs* We never know don't we? *grins*

I NEED a good computer game. Recommandations anyone?