Thursday, February 24, 2005

The past few dyas have been so hectic. With all that preparation for the presentation. But in the end it was o-k-a-y. Didn't go that badly. Quite okay. A bit of screw up here and there but overallll it was just o k a y. *laughs*
Now sleep has been my only solace. ITs only when i'm sleeping that i don't have to worry. Worry about everything especially that. That has been really getting on my nerves. Why do all of us have to do that? Why can't we choose whether we want to or not? Sigh. To some it helps but usually it destroys because of too much around. It has become not one of necessity but one of enjoyment. Recently i have been so sick of that. I don't want to do that anymore but there are so many obstacles. So many things have been happening because of i have been cutting down on that. It makes me feel in control and finally doing something that i really wanted to do. to me it is a great achievement. Somemay think i'm pure crazy but i know that i am not. I just don't understand why its so wrong. Besides whatever happens happens to me not to anyone else. There are no repercussion for anyone else. This really means a lot to me. It means so much that i can't even explain it. It just does.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Went out with t32 on satuarday. It was so fun. Finally got to meet up again after so long. Was really glad with the turn out. MF, Carrie, Domi, Richard, Sarah, Gen, Marc, Jeremy, Chris, Hui Xin, Nesh and Gajen. It was a happy reunion for all of us. Went to marina bay to eat bbq steam boat.*yum yum* The aunty was soooo irritating! Kept staring at us and harping on us just because 2 people were not eating. Really! Won't ever ever go back there again. I think the one that the china gang went to was much better. (: After that wen to town to play pool at mambo billards and cause my shirt was quite erm low cut so to prevent zao genging i wore chan's sweater which was HUGE!!! I looked so weird! Haha. Was laughing at myself. Played for a really short while then left. Miss playing pool. Must play again soon. Real soon.
Yesterday was V day so, Happy Valentines day to everyone!
This year v day was so quiet not like last year. Everything was so happening then. This year... Oh well things change so yup. Thanks to everyone who gave me stuff. They are all really nice!I also donated blood yesterday and it was scccaaarrrryyyyyyy! But i felt really proud of myself cause i actually have a phobia for needles so donating blood was really a big accomplishment for me! *beams* It was freaky and exciting and like watching your bloood flow out. Kinda erked me and fascinated me. *laughs*

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Finally its here. After all the rushing to get new clothings and shoes and CNY goodies and whatever knot from Chinatown it has finally arrived. The clothings are new no more, having been broken into today, the goodies would slowly be polished off by visitors if not the family members. *laughs* Its the year of the rooster. Today being the first day of CNY our schedule was so packed.First thing in the morning, we went to church and gave thanks to God! (: Follwed by visiting, we dropped by 5 houses. The only difference is that this year my dad isn't with us. ): Its just not the same. It felt really weird. The car felt too empty. But he called when we were on our way to my uncle's place. (: We all chorused HAPPY NEW YEAR together. Today is a working day for them,so no break at all. Oh well. Life goes on. OH! And something really interesting happened today! I learnt how to replace a punctured tire! *grins* Cause on the way out of my uncle's place to my grandma's house our car tire hit a nail and you know the rest! *laughs* It was a really good learning experience. So next time when there is a punctured tire i will know exacly what to do. Its really simple and quite fun,well it looked fun anyway. Oh and my cousin renovated my grandma's place so now it is sooooo retro!! LOVE IT! And he even has this thing he hung up, a bachelor's pray. It is so cute. *laughs* His house is really really nice! Next time my house will so be something like his. It actually makes me feel like living on my own now. But when i think of that i think of bills which indirectly means money which i currently don't have so... Fat Hope. Anyway today was a fun day. Tomorrow its dinner at my Godpa's place. Every year, year in year out its always the same. Wonder what next year will hold. *wonders*

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Just a spoonful of sugar,
Changes bread and water,
To cake and tea.
Just a spoonful of sugar
To help the medicine go down.

Saturday, February 05, 2005

FINALLY
Finally the tests are all over-for now.
Finally the week is over.
Finally i got ENCORE by Eminem.
Finally i got the chance to get a new phone-cause i lost my phone ):
Finally i'm falling sick since the start of this year.
Finally i ate at Gusto.
Finally i've found out the class.
Finally things are becoming worse and worse.
Finally i feel so horrible i don't think it can get any worse.
Finally...