Yawn.Its 10.23pm here now and i'm leaving tomorrow at 7 something moving on to our next destination. Paris! (: I'm going there for a cultural reatreat! *laughs* Hmmm. Everything here is so expensive! If i was working i think i could easily blow a whole month's pay in a day! The things are all so pretty with a prettier price. Gosh. But i really want to come back here. I think if i had a chance to i'd want to do a post grad in London. Even though the atmosphere is can be quite cold, figuratively and literally, i somehow find this place really fascinating. Haha. Siiigh. Once i'm in paris, no more computer to use, so no more chatting! No more crazy Suuue*! *laughs*
Oh and thanks Hui Xin for helping me with my report, sorry for all the trouble caused! You're a life saver! (:
And Steph thanks for wanting to help, just that i couldn't send it to you. Oh well. Still lovveee you! (: Oh and btw nice blog skin, just that its lacking a tagboard! ;)
Chris too! Thanks for the reminder! Luv and miss ya! (:

Just arrived into london. Its brrrr cold here. The wind is really strong and really cold. Hmmm. Am at my dad's apartment. Its so quiet and still, like erm as though ther's no one living here and its a saturday. So unlike our place back home. haha.

i'm at the airport now. in the kris flyer lounge. its really really nice here. hmmm going to fly off in an hours time. 14 hours flight. ah yoh. thank goodness for technology, i'll have tv and stuff to do. ah yah but still have to complete the nyaa report. ahhhh. i want to die lah! have to do it on the plane! hmph. oh well. i'll be arriving at like 5.50 am in the morning. haha. thank goodness my dad's place has computer. (: so i shall continuw to blog till i leave for paris. europe here i come! *i'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when i'll be back again~ take care all you guys! love ya. and will miss ya.(:

Hmmm. I'm leaving in 7 hours time but will be at the airport at around 8 plus i think. Wow and i haven't packed finished and i still have so many things to do. I really can't wait though. Going to see my dad and then tour the area. yipee! I'm going to miss everyone! Got to go finish packing. i'll be back in erm 2 week and 3 days time so in the meanwhile... MISS ME! (:

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!! i got to catch up with so many people that i really really miss. Okay so the day started off in school, like what else huh, then i met up with yien. We were SUPPOSED to go and erm study together at somewhere but erm. *laughs* you know. Liz and phoebe were meeting us too, we were supposed to go to gelare and study altogether. But we ended up talking so much, like how ij girls do whenever they meet up. I miss phoebe so so so much! So glad i got to see her today. She looks fabulous! (: Liz cut her hair and she looks so cute! Liz: you DO NOT look like a boy. you look like a really pretty girl! Stop fretting! And whenever you think your hair looks bad, just think of mine and relax. *grins* Saw yien's phone today and its the same as mine! *whee* now three of us have the same phone! *laughs* And also the same wall paper! sweet isn't it? (: OH and new specs too. She look very pretty teacherish. *laughs* Hope she doesn't kill me for saying that. (: You know i love you! *muak*
OK so we went to get my shoe, i finally got the dunks that i wanted after AGES and all the trouble we went through to get it. thanks guys for following me all aound! *group hug! (:* you guys rawk. By then we were so not in the studyiong mood and it was getting quite late, so we all went to starbucks and had coffee and just talked rubbish. People would have seen this tanle of lunatics just laughing like crazy! But it was so much fun! Then the darling mad Suue joined us and we laughed so much that when we were leaving everyone was so wacked!
Then i met up with manda later at around 9 plus. Haven't seen her in ages too and we just sat below at her house lobby and was catching up talked till around 10 plus. I was so tired by then. *laughs* Hmmm i got back at around 11. Woah. A really long day huh. But it was a really swell day. I wish i could see all the people i love every day! That'll make me so happy!
Two people i LONG to see are my jie and kimberly! I miss you two so so so so much! *phew* I'm beat! (: Stopping here! *laughs* *hums its a happy happy day*

I haven't blogged in a LONNNGGGGG while, i know that and i won't be able to. My other com is down so now i'm using my mum's one and she doesn't really like me using it so oh well. You get the picture huh. Hmmm. Okay shall review what happened on the past week.
Monday
Bought mum a carrot cake wishing her belated mother's day. I'm such a horrible daughter! I didn't even wish her on sunday. Throughout the whole day. Felt super duper guilty! *cringes*
Tuesday
Stayed in school till kinda late then went down to parkway with chris. *laughs* Had erm Delifrance for lunch.
Wednesday
Didn't have choir today and it felt so weird. I can't really remember what happened so yup. *grins* OH! I went for GP class with Su. *laughs* Also met andrea fam. She was still the same loud person and as happy. *laughs* take care babe! (:
Thursday
Was in quite a lot of pain today. Wanted to leave after chemistry cause i didn't see any point in staying for GP Lecture then lesson cause, its common knowledge, you don't learn anything during GP. Or maybe i just don't learn anything during my GP lessons and it a totally bloody waste of time. I think i went down to town with Steph so she could get her button earrings. *laughs*
Friday
This was totally the DAY OF THE WEEK! Firstly it was friday the 13th which was totally cool. It was a StRaNgE day. *laughs* Then during PE the game of Hand ball i sprained my right ankle and scrapped my left pretty badly. I was in so much pain. My freaking legS were hurting like HELL! I felt like a total invalid. It sucked! And like people had to help me all over the class. But one thing is for sure
I LOVE MY CLASS! They were all so helpful! Thanks guys! (: Especially charmaine, christine steph, retard, huixin shaan. Everyone helped! *laughs* The funniest thing though is that me and charmaine sprained the same leg and we stay in the same place so people were saying we could support each other home. Ha Ha Ha. Funny.
Then after school i still rushed off to cut my hair. Vain huh? I am so not! *laughs* And i think it was a wrong choice. This woman saw and she was like wow your hair is so neat. I was like huh? er ok thanks. *laughs* OH then i met up with charmaine and we two bai ca people went home and rushed to get ready for drama night. I tell you. Showering was the most HORRIFIC thing that day. My knee was BURNING so bad i was like screaming. UNtil my mum got so fed up she was like, you scream some more and i come in and make it more pain for you. That shut me up. *laughs*
Anyway drama night was THE BEST!! All the actors were superb! BRAVO! It was so funny and the plot was good too! *gives them a standing ovation* (: After that i went to yien's place to play X box which was totally fun, the LOTR game. I kept doing rubbish but we completed one level in the end. *grins*
Oh well so that was about it. Actually there's still saturday and sunday but i'm really tired now *yawns* so IF i get the chance again i'll blog some other time. (:
OH! BTW can anyone tell me how to get an international student pass? THANKs! (:

Hmmm. Haven't blogged for one whole week cause my server was down. Oh well. So many things happened this week. So many. Some happy, some sad. Some worth pondering, some i don't even want to think about. It passed so fast. But the most major event was SYF. This was one which didn't turn out how we expected. Was it our luck? Karma? I don't know. But i know we worked damn hard and gave it our best shot and we did our best. I wish i could say, lets forget about the results, but i know i can't. Cause when others ask how you did. The only thing you can reply is what you got. So even if it doesn't truly reflect the standard of our choir, to others, that is the thing that they use to judge the standard of our choir. Am i making any sense? I hope i do. Oh well, not much in the mood the carry on ready so i shall stop here i guess. (:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsiously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Young girl, don't cry

I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

Young girl, it's all right

Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream

Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems

No one ever wants or bothers to explain

Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else

Look inside yourself

Like your oldest friend

Just trust the voice within

Then you'll find the strength

That will guide your way

You'll learn to begin

To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide

You'll never change if you just run away

Young girl, just hold tight

Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed

It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid

No one reaches out a hand for you to hold

When your lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else

Look inside yourself

Like your oldest friend

Just trust the voice within

Then you'll find the strength

That will guide your way

If you will learn to begin

To trust the voice within

Yeah...

Life is a journey

It can take you anywhere you choose to go

As long as you're learning

You'll find all you'll ever need to know(Be strong)

You'll break it(Hold on)

You'll make itJust don't forsake it because(No one can tell you what you can do)

No one can stop you

You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else

Look inside yourself

Like your oldest friend

Just trust the voice within

Then you'll find the strength

That will guide your way

If you will learn to begin

To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry

I'll be right here when your world starts to fall